Today was a crazy day. Me and Anthony had to get up early because I had to meet my Aunt Kathleen up and State Beauty Supply to get my shampoo, and Anthony being the sweet kid that he is he came with me even though he was dead when he woke up this morning. THANKS BOO BOO :) . I decided to go and torture both me and Anthony, by going to Petsmart. Every Saturday morning there are pets for adoption there. I want to get a puppy so bad, so me being the stubborn one I go, and of course I fall in love. It was a beagle/australian shepherd mix. She was so sweet and I felt like I just connected with her right away. Now here was the hard part, I knew I wasn't going to be able to get her because I am not aloud to get a dog until I come home this summer. It was so hard to just leave her. I felt really bad because Anthony being the sweetheart that he is, wanted to take them all home. Once we got out of the building I started crying...sad I know but I just want a puppy soooo bad. So once I got home of course I begged my mom to just let me get her. The answer was no, I knew it would but some little part of me just thought well maybe today is different, so I got upset AGAIN and had to cheer myself up with a little shopping. I needed to get Anthony's Valentine's Day present together because we won't be able to see each other till his spring break, March 15. So I got that all together (I will blog about that tomorrow). Later I went over to Anthony's to spend some time with him before he had to get on the MegaBus. Today for some reason it was a lot harder to let him go. I thought the second big goodbye would be easier, but it definitely wasn't. Everything was going ok until I got in the car. I knew I was going to start crying because I was getting ready to drive off and instead of putting my car into drive, I put it in reverse! Anthony just started laughing at me, like always :), but once I put that car in drive and took off, I started balling. It's so weird you never realize how hard it is to say bye to someone until you really say goodbye. I am going to miss him more than anything, but I know everything will be ok. I just need to talk to him everyday and here his voice, which always seems to calm me down. All I can say is March 15 better come fast!
Ooh the pupppy is a cutie. Anthony told me he played with all of them so he wouldn't get attached to any one dog. I know what you mean about saying goodbye. I don't like to go to the bus station because for some reason it's harder to see him get on a bus by himself than to pull out of the driveway with his dad. March will be here before you know it.
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